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The ChitLife Letter

Neo is sitting across from Morpheus as he is being introduced to the Matrix. Which is the world that has been pulled over our eyes to hide us from the truth. The truth that most of the population is enslaved and cannot see it, smell it, or even feel it. A prison for the mind. No one is supposed to know about it, therefore Morpheus presents Neo with a choice. A choice between a blue pill and a red pill. Blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in the morning, and you believe whatever you want to believe. Red pill - you stay in wonderland, and I’ll show you how deep that rabbit hole goes.
For the past 6 years, I’ve been going down the rabbit hole of self growth. And in that time I have learned more about the world as well as myself than 17 years of traditional education. Within the first year, I felt like the veil has been taken off of my eyes and I kept asking myself, why did I not learn about this sooner? Why wasn’t this taught in school? At that point, I made a decision. To take the red pill and stay in wonderland. I simply had to see it for myself. I must admit, that the next couple of years have been the most turbulent years of my entire life. And at the same time it was the most (third) eye opening. I went through a divorce. Got let go from a team and experienced the harsh side of business of professional basketball. Then, the world lockdown happened. Struggled mentally. And eventually, everything started falling into place as I continued with my spiritual practices. All of that happened for me, not against me.
Now, I am presenting YOU with a choice. To stop reading, close this window you’re on, and simply go on living your life believing whatever you want to believe. Party on the weekends. Suffer mentally the whole week while waiting for Friday to come sooner. Deal with the same conflicts. And do everything on everyone else's time without respecting yourself. OR come and join me on this self growth journey by subscribing to this newsletter. As I will be sharing with you everything that I have learned and continue to learn about self engineering. Mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually... and the goal is to adapt and implement everything into your everyday life. So you become what you are meant to be, limitless.

I am fortunate that I was able to meet people from different parts of the world and come across information that helped me to completely transform myself at an early stage of my life. Do I want the same for you? I don’t know. Because only you know what you need at this stage of your life. What I do know is that I am doing this from my heart. I simply want to share knowledge and information that has allowed me to evolve to where I am at now. As well as, hopefully, create new and lasting relationships that are trustworthy, authentic, and meaningful.
Different stages of life requires you to be a different version of yourself. Just look at where we're at with technology. Imagine using one of the first iPhones in today's world. Exactly, it wouldn't work because it's outdated. iPhones or any other devices, require updates from time to time. And the reason why some of the older generation people are struggling with today's technology is because they didn't update themselves to suite the technological world we live in right now. The same goes for you, me, and every other human being. This world is evolving faster than it ever was. If you are not updating yourself mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually - then you are not evolving. And if you are not evolving then you are degrading.
The choice is yours.